Still Not Enough

Matt Howard

Compositor: Jacob Stanifer / Matt Howard

I used to dream of growing up
Finding hope and finding love
Gettin' rich so I'd be happy
I can make a million bucks
Buy a home and with some luck
Get the heck out of Missouri

It's funny how you think you know just what you want
When you're eight years old, dressing up as spider-man
It's funny how I haven't really changed that much
I bought the house but forgot to pay the water bill

I thought by now I'd be happier
I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out
You'd think I feel a little better about myself
'Cause I got everything I want
But it's still not enough

I'm wonderin' if I'm depressed
It can't be right, it don't makе sense
I'm no doctor, but that's not like mе
I put a smile on my face
And play the part to hide the pain
'Cause there's a couple kids in the backseat

It's funny how you think you know just what you want
When you're eight years old, dressing up as spider-man
It's funny how I haven't really changed that much
'Cause I've still tried the best I can, oh

I thought by now I'd be happier
I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out
You'd think I feel a little better about myself
'Cause I got everything I want
But it's still not enough

I'm trying hard to stay afloat
On paper, it's perfect, but not even close
A million friends, but I feel alone
For reasons I don't know

I thought by now I'd be happier
I thought by now that I'd have it all figured out
You'd think I feel a little better about myself
'Cause I got everything I want, ooh
I thought by now I'd be happier
I thought the heart wouldn't fade but it's letting me down
You'd think I feel a little better about myself
'Cause I got everything I want, ooh
Yeah, I got everything I want, ooh
But it's still not enough